Well, the move is complete and I hand over the keys to the new owners of my home today! It is a bittersweet moment. I knew who I was in Sooke and am not sure who I am in Langford, if that makes any sense. I guess I felt that I belonged in Sooke and don’t feel that way in the new place yet. I will give it some time, but know this is only temporary. Let’s see where the universe sends me next!
Now the unpacking and further sorting and sifting through the material parts of my life begin. My goal is to get rid of all the things that are not necessary or bring me joy. Cannot part with my car Lola though and I am so happy she has a warm and safe place to wait for me. It is going to be so much fun driving her this summer!
Wow, the last year has been quite a roller coaster ride. Lots of highs and many low spots to navigate through. My life has been completely changed because of Howard’s life and death, mainly his life though. It has also been changed by the new people who have entered and become so important to me. I am blessed to know and care for each of them. It can be hard sometimes when life turns shitty to find the positive aspects of it. I am one of the lucky people who can experience and see both sides of every situation. Even during the darkest moments there was light visible.
I had better get this day started and over with. There is a freedom that comes with not being tied to a property and animals. A freedom I have not had in a very long time and I’m not quite sure how to respond to it. There are so many options open to me that it is hard to pick one. For now I will just keep sorting and sifting and see what direction the universe sends me in. I do know one thing, it will include many wonderful new people and I am looking forward to meeting them and getting to know them. I also get to build on the relationships that have already formed for me and that is exciting too. Even freedom has a price.
Peace and love to you all